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Hello Beautiful Soul,
I know how to love deeply, and this pours into anything that I pursue. One thing that cannot be understated is how valuable I think it is to pour our love into the things we care about. Life holds impermanence. And when all is said and done, it is my belief that our Souls crave for us to have given this ride all that we’ve got. Even though life has been so difficult, I know to keep a light heart. My foundational frequency is rooted in joy. I’ve masterfully come to be able to transmute dense and difficult energies into fuel for me to learn and grow. The road was so dark and cold for so long. And yet, laughter sang to me sweetly as a way to help me remember the WHY of it all.
Infinite Spirit dwelling in a meat suit called “human” anyone?
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I am the breath of fresh air you may need, especially if you’re ready to take a deep one. My energy is nurturing and deeply grounding. The proverbial cherry on top is that I wrap all this in a warm blanket of humor to make space for the necessary pause in navigating the intensity of life.
Where My Relationship With Healing Began
Before feeling called to this work, I was called to witness and express the depths of what it means to be human. My spirit has always leaned into finding ways to tell the world the magnitude of what I was feeling. I’ve been drawn to energy from a very young age. I always had this overwhelming sense that something was trying to get my attention. I can now confidently say that my guides started communicating with me as a little girl. I was tapped into their energy without knowing what that fully meant. This lead to me a life shrouded in uncovering the mystery of life, which landed me in the world of energy work and spirituality.
My desire is to deeply inspire others with my story through them knowing that despite all the darkness and difficulty I encountered in my life, I was able to turn it into golden wisdom. I was dragged to the pits of my own personal hell, left there, and then asked by the Creator to find my way back.
I questioned if it was worth it at times, but I never questioned my ability to defeat the demons I was facing going through prolonged trauma and chaos. I want others to feel activated and inspired to do the same, no matter what they’re going through. I want them to feel a reassuring sense of safety when they read about the power I carry and what I can hold. They should feel that I’m not only working with them as a human, but I’m also working with them as a Soul, an expression of God which has its own unique frequency, needs, and essence.
The key event that sparked this journey was having to go into hospitals at a young age because my oldest brother Greg had a chronic illness called sickle cell anemia. He went into hospitals multiple times a year. By our family’s attempt to support him in his grief when hospitalized, I became acclimated to the energetics of the sick and dying. I watched him fight with everything he had to live a “normal” life. Greg was doing all of this in between blood transfusions, needles, and lots of pharmaceutical drugs. My skin is thick. I was a little girl. My human mind wasn’t “ready” for these deeper truths, but I was ultimately being prepared to walk with immense grief and death later in life.
To be exact, the timeline of my partner Leeron passing from cancer on Greg's birthday in 2013, both my brothers passing December 2014 over seas in Syria, and my dad passing while climbing Mount Kilimanjaro early January 2015 sparked a Dark Night of The Soul that would change the trajectory of who I was on a journey of becoming forever.
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My relationship with death and grief came fully online witnessing Greg walk a tightrope with his own life. I know there were times I’d look at him and feel heartbroken.
I’d wish he didn’t have to carry it all. Being so young I didn't know the word despair. But I felt it. So I’d write in hopes of at least giving how I was feeling some kind of external existence, which gave me practice at using healthy tools to express my grief and the depth of what I was experiencing.
The first lifeless body I ever laid eyes on was that of my great grandmother Una. It scared the shit out of me. I spent a considerable amount of time with her as my grandparents babysat me often, and she lived with them. She was senile, I never got to have a logical and conscious conversation with her. For days after her funeral I struggled with sleep. The image of her laying in her coffin kept on popping back into my head. It felt like I could turn a corner and she’d be standing there, which terrified me. I was in grade 5. This too further prepared me for what was to come - looking at the lifeless bodies of my beloved at 22 years old and later my father at 23 years old.
My Awakening
The most significant revelation on my journey was when I had an experience with plant medicine in high school with some girlfriends. Everything felt different. It was like I had tapped into a cosmic energy. I was being told to PAY ATTENTION. After that experience I began to look into the inner workings of the universe, energy, and sacred geometry. The Flower of Life, which is the geometric pattern of everything in the universe, entered my field of awareness and became a road map for engaging with the metaphysical.
This revelation burst my third eye open. All of a sudden it made sense to me that life and existence is very much being orchestrated by an intelligent Source. It turned my life into something to not only enjoy, but also experiment with. In my studies of the metaphysical I learned death is only physical. The Soul, our Spirit is eternal. It lives on forever. This applies to the notion “energy cannot be created or destroyed.” We are energetic beings. Our consciousness will never die. With this awareness I started being deeply interested in how I could be a healer, and how for centuries my ancient ancestors knew these Truths. They too used the forces of the universe to help heal themselves and others.
The emotions that surfaced during this time were mostly curiosity and excitement. Trying to explain what I had uncovered to those around me who had not quite made these discoveries for themselves was challenging. I was craving depth. My fears of not fitting in lead me to try to continue to keep things surface level. Thankfully there were moments where others would understand, but it still often didn't feel like enough. I needed community.
Alchemizing My Pain & Experiences Into Gifts
The biggest gift I’ve received on this journey is emotional intelligence. I can easily feel into the emotions of others with an empathetic and understanding heart. I’m highly intuitive when it comes to observing someone’s energy field. I believe that when people are intentionally in my energetic field, they can subtly shift through sharing space and being in close proximity to me. This is simply because my force field is deeply anchored into the Light. My gift is being able to intentionally share the Light I hold with those that have the capacity to fully receive it. As I’m getting deeper into my journey I’ve also learned how necessary the dark is, and when to use it. She is the womb space of creation. She is infinite, yet creates crucial boundaries needed to live in the fullness of our Truth. This is the balance.
These gifts serve others and myself by attuning me to the ability to listen to the subtle whispers in the energy field. My awareness is open and I can flow with the natural currents of energy, which guides the path forward within every moment of life. Because I’m so strongly anchored into my own energetic field, I can engage with others and not get swept up and lost in any emotional energy that does not originate with me. This helps create a clear way for us to allow what needs to happen while together flow, even if bits of it are heavy. I serve as a beacon for others to come back to their own grounded and pure energetic field.
These gifts have transformed my life because I’m no longer available to being a victim of the emotional manipulation that takes place in our society. I effortlessly command and control much of what is and isn’t allowed in my energy field. These gifts have brought clarity to my life. My definition of work has transformed through previously being limited in thinking it was something dictated by external influences, and in turn understanding that in actuality it means to be a way shower through deep trust of my innate gifts. What I do is rooted in the fundamental principles of the universe: Truth, Trust, and Sacred Surrender.
